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Saturday, April 18, 2009 ; 11:29 PM -

PICS: tht was me when im sec 1.. any diff from now?hahaha.& tht was my best buddy,faiq zaqwan[:

yo peeps[:
hehe..

been having a great tyme this few days..haha. umm, tht friday went queensway to accompanied man to buy his new boot.. mercurial lime green, lawa jgak larh ehkk..haha. after tht went watch movie at JP nyerh cinema.. watched '17 again' which zac elfron acting in tht show.. the show was really interesting mansxz.haha. laugh a lot sioll.. the ferst tyme i watched a movie without gg to the toilet siah. haha. bleh tahan seyh smpi movie abes.. best siah the show..haha. dhen mlm go meet budak2 smuerh, beyh lpak jap arhh.. mcm biase larh ehk, mcm tk tawurh gytuu..haha..

dhen today?hmm, was a very GD day!haha, my luck have come.. jst nw, when match i managed to score 1 goal from half court siol!haha, tht was a fantastic score..haha. bangge larh kirekn.. i also assisted hanafi to score his ferst goal and he managed to score again after half time.. we won by 3 - 1.. the ferst match fer me after my return in Ayam Sachiko F.C. i got to managed the team well today.. everyone is improving and we got new player, irfan, hirfee cousin.. haha.. after match went to aiman's coffee shop, have our dinner there.. haha.

after, go to west park cause, cine's birthday today.. supposely his birthday was on the 15 of april but, we are all free today and got a cake fer him.. ther were lots of food sioll.. mkn bnyk siakk, maken gemok siol aku!hahaha.. nehmind, its more than healthy..haha.. dhen sabo cine with egg and flour.. kimak, i also kene sabo siah even though it was not my birthday.. i became white siah, bcos of the flour..haha, khoi called me WHITE siah.. haha, at least once in a life time i bcame white seyhh..hahaha, k i knw, lyke WTF ryte?hahaha

in middle of the celebration, 'she' cried seyhh.. hmm, mansxz so sad to see her cried.. i didnt managed to calm her down.. wht a shit am i.. haishh.. but after tht, shes oke.. thts gd, she also sabo people..haha..hmm..

mansxz, miss her so much siah..lyke hell mansxz. wht to do? been so long not cntacting her so tht i could move on, but to no avail.. keep remembering of her..hmm..

k larh till here.. tmrw gg out again.. gg to faqieh house to study and do project.. u might not believe tht i gonna study, but i will.. fer sure.. im changing into a gd boi now..hahas.. really!

~i love u till my very last breath, i swear[:

signing off;
BLacK!

fcuk up!

Sunday, April 12, 2009 ; 10:55 PM -

i hate my life mansxz.. i really dont understand people.. for such a some problem, u ended up to hate me?what fcuk is this sia? really siol, i think u not matured enough are.. nie peh bdak perh siol klaw nk maen baju, senang bunge.. kimak, seriously larh seyh.. sommre with own brother..tkle angkt jokes, gy balek larh sial.. bende kecik pon tkbleh angkt..u think bout ur ownself sia.. i help u in many ways oreadi, and this shit u give me?WTH! when u hungry?i bring some food from home to give u.. when u out of cigg, i give u freely.. u never thought of the good things i've done for u.. i thought u would appereciate what i have done for u, but this what i get?ehy please larh, get urself matured enough to do things.. i fed up sia! really sioll..

life sucks mansxz.. hmm, whats wrong with people.. i bored with my life.. i can see myself in the process of changing, but people never know it.. im not the person u all knew me.. really, with this tattoo on my hands and i becoming wilder.. i know tht i never think before doing something.. hhmm, i really hate my life.. FED UP sial! palabuto btol!..

dah larh ehk, lazy to elaborate stories.. wait till the next problem come.. i jst cant tolerate, immatured behaviour lyke hym.. FCUK sial!

signing off,
BLacK!

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; 3:48 PM -

yo peeps[:

hmm, i knw its my fault to fer lying abt the insulin.. but i did fer a gd reason..
if i have told u all in the ferst place, u peoples shld have some impression on us, lyke nw..
its not tht we change from bad to worse, we have done it bfore u all knew.. onlie tht, we nvr told u all.. so, if u all think we are the worse fren tht u have, u might want to find new fren..tht are more trusted and not lyke us.. hmmm~

if u think cak are the worse person tht u people knew, u're are wrong.. there are people who are more worse than hym.. u never know abt the people outside. at least, he could think whts rite even though he taking up those things.. i not jst backing up hym, but its the truth abt hym.. i, myself have tried those, and trully tht, its fun taking those things.. i take them also with reason, cause im stress and i gave up on my life mansxz. u people may say" stress dont take things lyke tht".. its easy to said but once u stress, u jst cant think.. u feel tht ur life may not felt meaningful..

TO you people who knw bt tht incident: im taking those blame..& sorry behalf on my brothers and myself too.. u may hate us but im at least speaking up fer my bros.. once again sorry again.. i never knew this gonna happen..hmmm~

my days have becoming boring everyday.. one problem, come after another problems..
haisshh.. and myself, life not been so good, ARGHH!; im just confused my decision..damn it!
i really dntknw wht to do.. haiyya.. i just a piece of shit; useless to said in other words..hmm~

signing off,
BLacK!

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Friday, April 3, 2009 ; 11:10 PM -

PIC:kiter2 maseh pat swimming pool..hahaha

hellohhs[:

these few days, i feel lyke im sick..

but i dont, actually.

hmm, thinking bt u the whole time..

jst too hard fer me to make the rite choice.

i dontknw why?

wht shld i do?

jst give up?or wait fer her?

its hard fer me to ferget u..

onlie u the one, i onlie want..

no one else, onlie u..

i always think bt u..

i jst cant let u go..

its gd tht u move on, but i cant..

i cant force her neither love..

maybe she doing the rite choice..

nobody knows..

i wish it was lyke last time, being happy together..

hmm, i jst cant think bt it animre..

this making me headache..

slacking all these days, wit normal people..

making angkong(tattoos) on my hands..

i becoming worse and wild everydayy.

i jst cant change.. makings a lot of trouble tht i always do..

today ian cut my precious hair..

haha, making me look lyke a old person siolsxzs..

haahaha, tkbleh angkt beb..

mcm org kene cancer sakk..

tmrw maybe ian wanna touch up..

making more nicer arhh.

hopefully it sucessful..

haha, meeting hym at 10am..

so early siahh..

dhen go queensway?maybe..

after tht go play soccer.

ayam V.S youngstars..

hopefully we win..

with me bck in the team wit the

same position, vice captain..

taking control of the whole teamm..

haahas..

lpas tu agknyerh, mcm biase arh.. LPAK!

hahaha..

oke larhh, till here onlie..

lazy to type more crite..

hahaa

loving a special person, is not a waste of time..

giving her time to realise it.. and it nots to late, till i give up..

signing off aites;

BLacK!DoMo[: